My First Reaction to this World of Show offs



Hi,

Things have changed from my last blog post. I had left IIT Bombay, my friends and academic life. And when I look behind, I see them behind my eyesight. My current residential address says it is East Delhi, a place for Jains and Vegetarian people. I am now an employee of Opera Solutions, to elaborate it is Opera Solutions Management Consultancy Private Limited. Things are here quite different from the academic world. People talk about show offs, management skills and business development. People around me are way smarter and prompt in soft skills. I feel myself too much incompetent here, I am struggling here.

Sometimes, I think I not at all fit in this world. I am a simple guy, very very simple guy, who smiles with ecstasy and crying like a child, complains about every other things, loves everyone from heart. Not at all good at pretending and lying. Likes to stay with good people, likes to behave like a good people. Who can care you more than anyone, who can irritate you more than anyone, who shouts at you for every mistakes u do, who guides you in every crossing of your life, who is just too innocent to be matured and matlabi...

Things have been nice to me too in my life and I am happy for those. I have heard someone suggesting me to do good work and forget the rest. I give up very easily and still I have come back many times in life. All I want a person, a friend, a companion to share all my feelings, whom I can trust like hell while fighting with the rest of the world. I am alone these days. very much alone, none to share my problems, none to cry in front of.

Things have gone wrong till now, but I won't quit. I might leave this job but not before I CRACK IT. This is a challenge to me. It is time to prove myself that my spirit is still with me. I do respect myself for whatever I have fought with in life and I am proud of it. I will make it happen once again and it will always be in my own style. Deliver as much as you can. Beat yourself. Be your own competitor. Forget what I like or not, its a challenge and I have to win this race. Its time to bring up the self-respect once again. I am getting too pessimistic, but somehow in the course of so much downfall, I find my back on the wall, so I feel myself motivated to take the aggressive stance and attack the problem from the front.

This is it.

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